I am back!!

Hello peeps!

Pondered for quite a pretty long time.. before deciding on re-setting up a blog. Reason being i havent been feeling in the best of mood and am getting very very grouchy!! wanted to record down all my feelings and thrash everything out here.

Let's start with my unhappiness first..
didnt score really well this MYE..as in according to my expectations. I am feeling very very very depressed over my Chem results.. i dropped alot and had ALOT of careless mistakes. Then.. my chem, bio, and maths teachers suan-ed me in front of the class or wrote them on my exam papers. Sighhhs.

Also.. council stuff.
Firstly cuz i am stepping down soon.. really understood the meaning of feeling the despair when something close is about to leave u.. I really learnt alot in these 1 year and made MANY very good friends (and gossip-mates xD) Remembered all the Sakae and Ajisen we ate.. the gossips we shared and the complaints we had on the SAME person........ As a matter of fact. this was wad i told jianlin as well.. i really think my choice to leave the CO room last yr was the right decision. Council has really really changed my life.. TOTALLY! But now pretty stressed up with the handover report thingy. IT'S DAMN DIFFICULT to ask people to send me their stuff. Sighhhhs..................................

ALSO.. hmwk is really piling up. practically having hmwk to hand up everyday. feeling kinda stressed by it. and rushing everything. today had investiture rehearsal and i havent finish my bio MCQs..... shld i do during lectures tmr?! xD

OK.. forget the worries and unhappiness.. talk about happy things!
today tried touch rug.. (joan.. YESH WE TRIED IT!) was kinda fun.. but didnt play with all the rules attached. and we were really blur initially.. throwing the ball everywhere.. managed to stop zhixiang before he ran into the end point. and made him slip and slide as a result. He said his arm is suffering from itch now.. REALLY SORRY!!.

Today's invesiture rehearsal was horrible but memorable at the same time.. Horrible cuz my jrs took a very long for the planning etc and some of them were playing PSP and doing hmwk.. leaving some others to do all the work. But everything was okay towards the end.. Was really happy as i sang the song zhongri wrote for the 8th.. the council song.. chpter next and also danced the fun dance in the patio without any worries of disturbing anybody.. was really crazy and shouted in the patio. it was around 8+ and no1 was around.....there aint any more chances to stay late or to shout cheers and dance sch dances like tt anymore *sobs*

LOl.. getting very emo. But i tink we need such sessions once every now and then.. unlike CzL. cursing his fats all the time..now kinda worried for my CIP testimonial thing.. it's damn headache. aint gonna talk much about it le.

6more days still i step down from Council.. really wana treasure the remaining time with these pals. People like Jianlin. Weelin. PeiQi. CiauEr. ZhiLun etc... too many to be named. Having rehearsals tmr. Monday and Tues. and the final day on Wed. WANA HAVE A DINNER WITH EVERYONE!!

Dunno whether it's e feeling of nostalgia which caused me to type all these.. but writing all my feelings in a blog is pretty destressing.. Not sure if i wana make this blog a private one.. and i havent really announce the re-opening of prebology.blogspot.com.. See how first lahh!!

Prebology!!